Tuesday, June 2, 2009

do u ever think about it

do u ever think about it cause i do i mean death is a scary thing well wait maybe not i mean i am not afraid of it i mean its scary to me i think only because i hope when i die i will have had a filling life u know like did i treat my kids right did they hate me did i do all the things i thought were necessary like marry a beautiful woman have a couple of awesome kids and let them be who they wanna be that sounds cool i mean but the thought of death nah i am not scared cause everyone does it its part of life i mean some live longer than others and i hate that the people who deserve to live long and have a future don't get to the get cut down and for what, nothing cause god has a plan well i dont like that plan i watched my friend get hit by a truck and get tossed only to go over to him and watch him bleed to death at the age of 13 and why, why is that fair i mean my life like suked then and i mean i would rather it have been me he would have done better with his life but i mean it does teach me that i have to be more for him to be more only because he couldn't



"to live is a huge adventure but to die is an even bigger one" - by a wise boy named Peter Pan