Tuesday, January 26, 2010

what to do with love

love what a fucked up idea i mean i understand it and i know how it comes and goes but like then when it comes down to what is really supposed to happen nothing u prepare for ever works its sucks. i think that sometimes love is just not for me and thats even worse because i think i have a big a heart, a heart that is capable of such love. there was a girl i thought that i could love but she said she could not open her heart not just to me but anyone. she said that being with someone would make her hurt more and that she was just going to give up. idk that girl has been long passed after countless hours of trying to undersatand she threw me away like it was nothing like my love ment nothing to her i dont get it what i have to do to make love come to me i know its something that come naturally but fuck that i want to be happy this is the most unfair situation no matter what i do if i wait for a long time i suffer and feel alone and if i try my luck i get shot down and hurt even more so therer is no sensable solution to any of it ... but light at the end of the tunnel for readers its only me maybe there are other but rele whats happening is all on my i fucked up one to many times lost the love of my life and now im fucked for the rest of it but to everyone else i think that u should never give up on love it is the strongest trhing u will ever share with someone and it lasts with u forever. i think that most of us today should realize that not everyone is destined for no love i mean i know this shit is happening to me is bad but im gonna keep on keeping on only cause i know one day things will turn for the better one day u will be ok one day we will all be ok




"with out pain there can be no love"