the day of days

i talked to you last night on the phone and it was great even though you only got like 2 hours of sleep and I'm sorry i loved it, it was just like old times. after that i did not sleep all night i could just not stop thinking about the other people you had been with, was it to fill the hole that is in your heart, mine is huge ... well actually my hole heart just kinda fell out. but there was a light at the end of the tunnel i had no school today so i went to your house at like 1 and sat in the rain for a good 2 hours waiting to see your wonderful smile. i was wet and soaked actually but i did not care it was worth it. i dont no what ur feeling are right now but i love you and always will i cant get you out of my head dammit your never going to leave and i think i made you see that today... i hope i did. i hope i made you see that you were right i am perfect for you i wanna searve the world to you on a silver platter. i wish i could just give up my soul so you could forget me and forget all the pain i gave you but i cant, and today only proved one thing that i still love you and that wont ever change.