timing

sometimes things don't plan out the way you always want them to and if you notice at times it can be the simplest things like timing. sometimes when you want something good to happen you maybe will plan shit out or make sure you know what your doing ... pretty much anything to make your good thing happen. well i just wanna note that its hard as fuck. i am always fucked by timing there are so many things in my life where i did something to early or i acted to late and it really suck. solution make sure you make up your mind. make sure you know what you want. i know that's so hard to say cause i too never know what i want. and now that this whole timing thing keeps fucking up my life. it has been ruining my chances to be happy. my friend told me that he was talking to this girl and she mentioned how they could have been dating but at the time he was hung up on his ex and did not know what to do. and now he is so lonely and upset and he sits in his room and wishes he could sit and be sad but have a girl friend he can go talk to. worst part is he knows they could have dated and it could have worked. he looks back and thinks why did i do what i did and he knows he made the wrong decision he knows what he should have done. but then he snaps back into reality and realizes that it can never happen. and to me that the worst part about it all knowing that it was right there in your fingertips a chance to be happy and you let it slip away. it one of the worst feelings i get knowing that if i had just done one little thing different i could be happy right now. but in life sometimes things are made for a reason because they are supposed to happen and then there is my other theory that even though they say we have a destiny when we are born i think our destiny changes with the stupid shit we do. when we do something wrongs it just steers us away from our destiny. that's really what it is when you look at it its we have this destiny and when we do things wrong we get further from it and when we do something right it puts where we are supposed to be going it puts us in the right direction.



" so all in all i think that we need to be vigilant and see whats coming at us and make sure we are ready for it cause in the end your the only one whose getting hurt by a wrong decision "